Full Thunder Moon
We are forever tied
Still on the run
To the medicine man
For all the sad things we've done
-- Shawn Colvin, Orion in the Sky
I saw the crescent
You saw the whole of the moon.
-- The Waterboys, Whole of the Moon
Tonight is the full moon, called the Full Buck Moon or Full Thunder Moon. Jessica Prentice calls it the Wort Moon, an old word for medicinal plants, in her book Full Moon Feast: Food and the Hunger for Connection, an esoteric and fascinating book about food and plant traditions.
Today is also the anniversary of my father's death, so that's been on my mind today. He would never have said that he was in any way creative or spiritual, but I 'm not so sure. He was a physicist, the branch of science that seems to embrace art, spirit and mysticism more than most, and he loved the elegance and beauty and mystery of it.
As I've written before, he was both brilliant and wounded, and it's impossible for me to think about one without the other. It wasn't easy being his daughter and I'm still working on unraveling the tangled knots of it.
But he loved music, art, books and poetry; he took us to museums and movies and brought home The Monkees and The Seekers and Joan Baez and Ian & Sylvia albums. He would sing Red River Valley and Four Strong Winds. He had a rule that it was always okay to spend money on books and music, a "rule" that I call upon to this day every time I need to rationalize an iTunes or bookstore visit. During his illness, he'd quote A. E. Housman's sad poem, The Garden of Proserpine:
From too much love of living
From hope and fear set free
We thank with brief thanksgiving
Whatever gods may be
That no man lives forever
That dead men rise up never
That even the weariest river
Winds somewhere safe to sea.
So, my own river is a little weary today but I'll be back soon with something more textile-ish. Put on some music, have too much live of living and make this Thunder Moon your own on this high summer evening. Jessica Prentice suggests making root beer for this moon; or you could just have a root beer float on me.
moon photo mosaic by yeimaya -- some rights reserved.
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