This has been a challenging week for all kinds of reasons, and the brilliant posts I'm writing in my head are not making it to the page. I got seriously bogged down in the blog software problem, but it does seem to be solved by the download of a new browser -- Opera -- and the eventual successful transfer of my 933 bookmarks (yes, I have clutter to clear even in my bookmarks). Now I have to get used to it.
I'm on the extreme Macintosh end of the computer continuum. When I had to travel with a PC for my last job, I always felt like I wanted a sign on it saying, "This computer is not who I am." My brother Roger good-naturedly thinks this means I've completely succumbed to Apple marketing, and maybe so, but it's been that way as long as I've used computers, since the dark ages of the penultimate decade of the last century. It's the difference between a sense of complete drudge, always doing battle with a tool built with arbitrary, convoluted rules, versus having a tool that feels like an extension of myself, one that fits. Yes, that cute Mac guy in the ads has done his work well.
It's only problematic because my salary has never been quite who I am either, so when the time comes that my computer needs an upgrade, I have a mountain to climb. That time is fast approaching. Apple, listen up! Don't you want me to be a creative, non-technical tester for your newest Macbook Pro, with a new iPhone thrown in? Pretty, pretty computer:

For now, I keep on with my very nice, and really not-that-obsolete iMac. And on that trusty machine, I've found a couple of links to share:
- Judy Coates Perez at Painted Threads has a really good tutorial on her design and painting process for her stupendous Tree of Life quilt. It's a very inspiring piece of work and a great view of her process.
- Jude and Acey have both talked about shisha mirrors lately and I've been wanting to work with shisha for a long time; I think I'll use them in the background for the bead embroidery I'm working on. This tutorial at Joyful Abode is very good for the basic embroidery technique, and what a smart idea to use those big flat pailette sequins for practice or even for real -- I've found them in colors on the dollar shelf at the chain fabric store. She uses a fairly thick yarn but of course you can use any thread or floss that you like. If you'd like to try a traditional sample of Indian embroidery with shisha, visit this project at Stitch magazine at the Embroiderer's Guild site, which also has stitch instructions. Their project page is rich with ideas and techniques.
On a more philosophical note, Queen of My Own Destiny has this very interesting post (and thank you for the link to this site) on why she balks at calling herself an artist. We've had a lovely e-mail conversation too. I think I understand her reluctance, and sometimes I share it, yet I'm not sure I completely agree with it. That's my next topic: why, even for those of us who long to be sitting firmly in the artist camp, it's so hard to own it sometimes. It's fair to say that all the time we spend debating art, craft, who's an artist and who's something else could be better devoted to just working (and that choice alone would define you as an artist), but there does seem to be something worth exploring in the particular strange dimension of people who work creatively with textiles, how we differentiate ourselves from hobbyists, and why it's sometimes so damn hard to claim the title of artist.
Meanwhile, if you want a kick to just get down to work, I'm always a fan of Gaping Void's How to Be Creative list (and good news -- it's becoming a book).
If there were an easy answer to this, somebody else would have come up with it by now, so I'm not promising that, just some further thoughts that I hope will be stimulating.